Wednesday, August 26, 2009 at 10:15 AM {1 comments}
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 at 12:08 PM {0 comments}
It was something like 3 in the morning, and I was fuming. I was rolling around in the carpet, whining and grunting like a little brat, attempting to interrupt my husband's barrage of snores.
Thursday, July 9, 2009 at 2:06 PM {0 comments}
The craziest part about life is perhaps its tendency to be unpredictable. I'm still trying to grapple with the idea of constant change - but the more that I try to keep up, the more that I feel lost. I don't think there is any way I can ever be a step ahead of life, maybe because as humans, we simply can't. These past couple weeks I've dealt with grief, exuberance, confusion - all at the same time. I've been dreaming of bizarre situations that involve stray bullets and death, and I have no idea what to make of it. Sometimes I find myself waking up in the middle of the night crying, and my poor husband has no choice but to pull himself together at 2am and hold me half asleep. I never thought I'd hear myself say this, but I realize that if I want to rid myself of these negative thoughts, I really have to admit one thing: that I'm terrified of death.
Thursday, May 21, 2009 at 1:21 PM {1 comments}
It's an hour and a half past noon, and I have just woken up.
Monday, May 11, 2009 at 8:19 PM {0 comments}
The last post I wrote dates back to a little less than three months ago, which embarrassingly reveals that life got in the way of my writing. I guess in a way, it has. Over the past couple months, I became insanely busy with my job (who knew waitressing could take a toll on your life?), got married, and gave birth to twins. Just kidding. Although the first two are correct, there is no way I'm becoming a mom anytime soon. I'm way too much of a baby to have one of my own - or at least my husband thinks so. He says he can't handle more than one kid at a time. I totally concur.
Friday, February 27, 2009 at 2:08 PM {0 comments}
"How many times have you fallen in love?", I asked, hoping to hear the word 'once'.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009 at 9:26 AM {0 comments}
I wonder if happiness comes at a price.